is it going to be a date or just hanging out? "good question", i should say to let my mind 3 extra seconds to make a decision. nathan -nathan what am i going to do with u?... or just be with u...

here...
hot...
my existence feels comfortable now. i still have 'hellot' to do but this is more like home duties even thou they are not. opportunity, empowering, respect and service are pieces of my crest for this year.
P.S. and it doesn't matter if i have glitters all over me)

it is so super wonderful day and actually so super gorgeous weekend!
i just noticed that little happy events happen all around me during this weekend) b-days, babies, boys, lols and so on) i can even say that Minsk is sort of a city of new beginnings and accomplishments.
be like that forever, amen!

i have my own big-big secret!
u r too much for me. tell me if i'm wrong, but i feel that u r still trying. why? there is no future for us. i'll be gone in couple weeks, and i don't believe in distant relationships. i just wish that u can remember and forget me at the same time) silly me)

why i cannot tell what you feel? shouldn't it be simple? well... maybe it is even good cuz if i know the "truth" i might frisk out) yeah, it's me, completely unpredictable person with many excuses. i cannot justify my behavior in any way but i know that it doesn't matter for u and it drives me crazy.
seems like it is "something between us" but maybe i'm wrong.

I need some action here, please! i'm bored without drama and unexpected events. believe me, i'll get them soon, i can feel it with my hurting spine!) the saddest thing is that summer is almost over, time is running so fast that i kinda nervous about it)

Say my name- by Within Temptation and buttermilk don't often come together but now it feels
very good.
P.S. by the way, Narnia without translation is much much much much better!

Hating useless people is not my biggest problem, but sometimes it just makes me feel soooo super senseless in this world! they are pathetic and all their actions, phrases and even thoughts makes me wanna cry. all these proud faces with no foundations and experience in their eyes are horrifyingly ill. i hate to hate it!

thinking positive is almost the same as to pretend to not noticing anything. but no panic! i'll change this world or this world will change me...

"show me your happy face!... another one, please!"

2 more weeks and Florida!!!woot-woot!!
Heaven on earth wait for me! I am coming !)))

You walked into the room and i kissed my heart goodbye....goodbye...
Spring begins...