"the second i close my eyes is the second i instantly see your face. i also find my self longing for more, shutting my eyes tighter but the day dreams arent good enough. imagination cant take your place. and to say that i'm missing you baby, is to tell only a little fragment of the truth. i'm missing you like crazy. i feel incomplete without you, without your touch, without you sweet smell. there no way to deny i'm dying inside. i got nothing left to loose but i'm taking day by day. pretending i'm doing ok when i find it hard to breathe without you by my side. i virtually have to grasp for air everything the thoughts of you being far away from me hits me. have you ever imagined what the sky would be without the sun. what the world will be without life. you cant even begin to imagin cos thats how i feel right now. baby i miss you beyond WORDS!"

... my choco bear is a living proof of that.