A lot has been going on. I finally told Otousan that I'm divorcing Tohma and already dating Ryuuen. I didn't tell him about the pregnancy, but I felt that he should hear that in person. I don't want to have to deal with it over the phone. I didn't mean to let it slip that Tohma shot Ryuuen, but Otousan thought that Ryuuen was a druglord when I said he was in the hospital, I had to set him straight. He should know I wouldn't involve myself with those people anymore.

I went on a date with Tohma the other night. I suppose it was a date, but it really didn't feel like one. He was certainly sweet, but I know the only reason he took me out was because he thinks there's a chance that he can win me back. I don't even know if he wants me as anything less than a wife. It's upsetting to think of things that way, but he seems to have a hard time dealing with all of this. He's not the only one, that's for sure.

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