I swear, if anything else gets out of hand I'm liable to kill somebody. Life is bullshit. It's a nice cannibal who bites you in the ass, then comes back for more. I swear, sometimes I think I should have just stayed with Ryuuen. Tatsuha wouldn't try to sabotage us. I know this time it wasn't Tohma's fault, but shit. Those two piss me off, I swear. He should know better than to accept drinks or any substance you put in your mouth when it involves Tatsuha. Tatsuha should know what will happen if he does such a thing. They're like children who just don't listen. Tohma was so upset, though. Even after Tatsuha told me it wasn't his fault, I still wanted to yell at him, but I couldn't. Not with him acting the way he did. It was... almost pathetic. I understand that he doesn't want to lose me again, but really. I love him all the same. Tatsuha, on the other hand. I'm still pissed at him. He promised to apologize, but I don't know how well that's going to go. I prefer to stay out of it. I wish I had a normal family. Right now, Eiri's looking pretty damn sane to me.

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