I thought I'd kicked my smoking habit for good. Guess not.

**PRIVATE**
The stress is really getting to me. Noriko slept with Miki. She fucking slept with Miki. I wanted to feel sympathetic toward her, but I just couldn't. She knows what he did to me. I can't believe she would do something like that. It's stupid. Tetsuya 'left' her, but not really. He's apparantly staying with his parents to get things straight and probably calm down. He has every right to be pissed. When she said he left her I assumed they were getting a divorce, but I guess not. That's really not something her children need to go through right now.

Second of all, Ryuuen wants to gain full custody of Shiori. I honestly don't see why. Sakano-san isn't neglecting her while she's there. He has a job to do and I know for a fact that Tohma's a slave driver. I doubt he can help working those late hours. I will support Ryuuen in what he's doing because this isn't my affair, I just don't think it's right for him to do that to Sakano-san. I'm sure he tries the best he can.

We went out dancing the other night. He danced on stage. I forgot he used to work at that place. It was amazing and he looked so sexy. I got to be in control that night too. I loved it. I suppose that makes up for the stress.

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