80's house music. big fun. black nail polish. color. cranberry juice. dancing. fake eyelashes. fashion. going to airport's with shocking hair hair extentions. innercity. my best friend. my sidekick. neon neon neon. new york and la. pop art. red lipstick. ringpops. tattoos and hair dye. the gay's.
I had always dressed "different" had fake eyebrows crazy hair the whole 9 yards. Middle school and high school were hard for me because I didnt feel like everyone else,I was definatly artistic,I just didn't have any feeling's twards any of the people I was hanging out with ect because no one seemed to get it.9th grade I left public high school to continue home schooling"independant study".
My family was never very supportive,and were very religious,and very conservative.They never really accepted the art behind anything, And probebly just always figured the worst.sad enough.My family later legally emancipated me at around 15,In case you don't know what that means..It's when you can legally have your child out of your life and legally an independant adult.My family never helped me financially,or any other way..cut off all contact.
At about 14 or 15 I met a person who changed my life forever.I went to a house party in long beach and instantly saw the most amazing person. we immediatly walked up to eachother and secluded ourselves from everyone else to talk.At last someone who understood,his name was Jeffree.
Still trying to finish school myself,jeffree opened his life and a place to live to me.We would always have the best time,we did everything together..seriously everythig,I think over the years we were barely not in the same room.
I finally graduated high school,I was puersuing modeling still,just kind of looking into the idea and playing with photography and art.Even after all the years my family still never helped me,or even seemed to care.
At 17 I moved to New York just for a change,to get away,something new.Modeling job's grew,my art progressed,I was finally finding myself,It felt good. I started go go dancing at alot of nightclubs,and just shooting all the time.I was so happy to finally turn 18..Finally I could be considered what I always was...an adult.
What does the future bring for me? I still have alot to learn I must admit. But right now just touring with Jeffree;It's great to see what a success he's becoming after all these years, modeling, making my art, and eventually come out with my music.
19 next month :)
I always forget how old I am. It's weird.
I feel about 23
I have all the time ahead of me,yet I feel so old.I grew up too fast.
But I don't regret anything.
I wouldn't be who I am today.
You'll never know how hard it is to make it alone,but It only makes you stronger.