"00.00% progress. good job man."

Instead of feeling offended, I feel I can aknowledge this because it's true.

AND NOW I'M MOVING ON.

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So, how do I put this.

My mom is going to leave me father and none if would have happened if I wasn't here.
That doesn't mean it's my fault, but rather, that if I would've been an studious, obedient girl, there would have been no need for them to communicate.

And, yeah, that's the problem. My stepdad can't communicate. This whole thing called discussing we're your supposed to listen and think about what the other person just said to you, it just isn't for him.

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What always strikes me about my old writings on the 'net is that MY ENGLISH IS COMPLETELY INCOMPREHENSIBLE TO CURRENT ME.

JUST LIKE MY HANDRWRITING IN REAL LIFE.

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Not much updates from home. I don't know what to do...
Honestly, I know I'll have to go back someday but at least I can stall!
(In hopes that while I'm away my stepdad might be more open to councelling)...

Thanks for the support back then, lmp+rinkori...

Apparantly someone is STILL reading my LJ through LJfind. Whoever you are, please stop.
It's seriously creeping me out. I haven't written anything that could be of interest to you!

Btw. Anyone going to Operation Reconnect in Amsterdam tomorrow? Or the opening of the Shintaro Kago Exhibition on the 24th? Just curious :>

If the latter, maybe we could meet up :>>>

Edit: Hmm, some time ago there was a discussion on the Stripmakers Forum about manga, and most of the geezers there were pretty open-minded, and yet when one of them has to be a dick about it, it really did offend me on a personal level. Okay, I just spend an hour of my life posting samples of various mangaka's works (Tada Yumi, Takako Shimura, Samura Hiroaki, Daisuke Igarashi, etc...) and he still has the balls to just... put down manga, all on one heap. So rude! This is why we can't have nice things!

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To start of with the good news, mai CG idol yukaman (from ttp://manglo.org) LINKS TO MY BLOG!! OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. It is like WHOA because shit I even like her art more then Tokiya/Arma Eater's.

The bad news is I'm moving out of the house for an unknown period of time. My mom's pretty much admitted that there's nothing she can do anymore about the situation with my stepdad---In other words, she's given up. And I'm scared that if I stay here I'm going to assualt him one day and end up in jail.

I want to say "I'm not going to return unless he's open for councelling", but that'd just be adding fuel to the fire.

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KOTONOHA IS QUITTING???

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH GOD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OK I'm going to stop running from work now.

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http://syndicated.livejournal.com/bluejamrss/profile

Whoever with a paid account, who made this for me, please stand up so I can give you a hug!

Also, this marks the beginning of Star Ocean : Second Story appreciation week;
Chiri and me will be posting fanart of the series over at Blue Jam and if any of you out there wanna join...

I'm really looking forward to the remake :DDDDD

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I-I know that I make at least one of these posts per month and I am really sorry about that! It is because I am extremely wishy-washy (even moreso in real-life).

I promise I will not delete PSD again since it's not like I'm saying goodbye and it makes stalking people harder!

I am moving to Blue Jam.
Currently, the thing I like the most is not knowing anyone there; PSD used to be like this but then I met all you cool people and I worry that I can't post without bothering people.

There's also an RSS feed over at Blue Jam. I admit I don't really know how to use those but, uhhh, someone might find it handy?

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A NEW UWE BOLL FILM

"But still when I hear news of a guy being told to get lost after submitting a terrible script of Half Life, or Hideo Kojima saying he'd never let Boll come anywhere near Metal Gear Solid I can't help but shake my head at the people that let him use their material before. I guess they just have absolutely no clue about what makes good cinema or simply don't care about having their franchise named tarnished for some easy cash." :D

Also I revamped my website! If you feel like you deserve a place in the link list (I must've forgotten someone anyways) feel free to comment.

http://psd.livejournal.com/32033.html

I watched Juno. IT WAS PAINFULLY IRONIC.

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I have been doing nothing but play FFXII for the past few days and I have to say that after witnessing a battle in which Balthier dramatically died RIGHT BEFORE reviving Larsa that I now ship Balthier X Larsa (Larsa porno's gotta come from somewhere, right...?)

After forgetting all about it I finally found Maniac Job System from Egoism.

Oh and ummm... I know I promised a month ago, Raita's Megane no Kimochi and Yukimi's "eee".

I think my parents are watching ROOMRAIDERS or DISMISSED right now/WEEP

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH WHY'D I THROW AWAY THE BLACK THREAD??????????????????????????

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I just wanted to thank you guys for the support on my last entry! (it's certainly more then my parents are giving me... I mean I know it's only 1 percent but there's still a risk of DYING yknow.)


ohh, I get it now.
THE USERNAME MEME


Also would the creepy stalker who is reading my posts through LJfind 1.quit it 2.say hello.

thanks. I'm going to play FFTA now, WHY ARE THE MOG KNIGHTS SOCUTEUGHIdon'tevenlikemooglesthatmuch.

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I've been on the pill for three days now to regulate my hormones (or something) but right it just seems to be getting WORSE ):

Anyway, I went to the hospital on friday.

I don't know if I've ever written about this but a few months ago, I'd been discussing with my cardiologist wether or not I should get operated on my heart. It's nothing serious---

Basically my problem is, is that there appear to be to much connections between the lungs and heart and they sometimes cause my heartbeat to go haywire: 200 beats per second, and it won't stop (usually it goes on for about 5 min. to 3 hours, but it's happened before that it went on for an entire day).

I've tried a lot of exercises against hyperventilating and NOTHING helps.

So the things is, the cardiologist said he'd rather not do the operation unless they've got the whole thing captured on an ECG. Which they finally managed to do on friday.

Hopefully I'll get operated soon :D

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