Sam-VM все записи автора Nic Sheff – TWEAK: growing up on methamphetamines

"I felt like everyone else had gotten this instruction manual that explained life to them, but somehow I'd just missed it. They all seemed to know exactly what they were doing while I didn't have a clue."

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"She sounds kind of annoyed with me for not having coming over, but I don't care. Isn't that the greatest gift in the world - just not to care? I feel so grateful for it. That's nothing I ever knew sober"

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"We are two people helping each other through life. The satisfaction of being there for someone else is unparalleled. This has been a fucked-up way to learn that lesson, but in my mind, it's been worth it. And you also get to see how, without a doubt, that the more you give to others the more gifts you receive. That is a universal truth. It will never fail you."

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"You have to be whole and complete in yourself. No one can give you that. You have to know who you are - what others say is irrelevant."

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"I'm listening to music as loud as it'll go. It's like if the music is loud enough, I won't be able to listen to my own thoughts."


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"I love her," I say.

" You love the idea of her, Nic." he says. "You don't love her."

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"I love you," I tell her.

"I know," she says. "I hear you. I just don't even know who I am. It's hard to imaging anyone loving me."

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"My secrets will kill me."

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