1. Whatever you do, don't cry
2. Don't call or see him until three month have passed
3. Destroy all pictures where he looks sexy and you look happy
4. Lie
5. Until emotionally stabilized enter no stores
6. Never stop thinking about him even for a moment because that's moment he'll appear
7. No matter who broke your heart or how long it takes to heal you'll never get through it without your friends

Does this horseshit has a point, except the last one? idle talk - in my opinion...

My chinese friend ask me to show her Moscow) So, it's great opportunity to know something new for me as well) To say the truth I can't say that I know my сity perfectly...I want to show her sth extra ordinary such thing which you can't find in the guide-book...But on the other hand It's dangerous for my emotional condition - I mean all interesting thing in my life (excluding the voyages) connected with him...memories sue me everywhere...I believe it won't spoil my tomorrow's meeting...It is supposed to be really funny) And I hope to practice my chinese for a little bit....waiting for tomorrow...

What? What wrong with you? - keep telling me my best friend...I wish to know really. Today was the gray Monday, I have to go to my university to pick up some books then just ordinary meeting and ordinary talk with my friend, my good friend I spent all my childhood with her and earlier we could mix for hours but now...the picture is different...unfortunately. May be my ex boyfriend influenced on me so much? Who knows why she is hating all my boyfriends? Yes we broke up but It doesn't mean that I want to hear boolshit about him. He was piece of my soul , yes I agree we have strange relationships It wasn't a long term committed or dating may be we just were seeing each other, but we have feelings, he love me I know and its very important for me....
Memories...They fly me away from my real life...What I want out of frustrations? so many goals and things which I have to do but I don't feel happiness and this is a problem...I want to live the full and interesting life but I can't!!!!! I'm burning inside with strong desire to change my life absolutely.....How can I do that? What wrong with me?

Hi) I am a new user of this site, it's not my cut of tea to do such things, I am registered here because now in my life very hard period and I want to write there all my feeling and emotions, I have a great deal of thoughts and I need to express them, It seems to me that nobody don't understand me at all, don't share with me the same enthusiasms...