DREAMS

I’m looking for you throughout the world
You are the fire that lights up my soul

Wherever I’ll go
I’ll be alone

Whatever I do
you are the one

I still believe –
you come to me

And you –
live in my dreams

I asked the wind to give his wings
Please let your heart to be with me

Wherever I’ll go
I’ll be alone

Whatever I do
you are the one

I still believe –
you come to me

And you –
live in my dreams

Wherever I’ll go
I’ll be alone

Whatever I do
you are the one

I still believe –
you come to me

And you –
only my dream

Only my dream

You’re only my dream

COLD

The only thing I want from you
to hear you say you need me too
I’ve made so long way for you to find

I don’t want secrets
oh, that still keep us
so far and so apart

Baby, just you can make me strong
I feel so low without your call
Oh can’t you see I am so cold
without your love

How can I reach up to your heart
and listen stories about love
you used to tell and I used to feel so right

Cause you’re the one to make me strong
honey, I hate to be alone
but you’re still keeping me so cold

The only thing I want from you
to hear you say you need me too
but you’re still keeping me so cold
But you’re still keeping me so cold!!!

Oh don’t forget I feel so cold
and you’re the one I’m living for
I am so lost without your call

Please save me from this cold

In the circle of thrills
we are buried between
all our dreams, all our faith
all our fatal mistakes

What would you answer me darling
if I asked that you never leave?..

Love makes hearts beat
and we both are anxious to feel it
If we are that wild children indeed
why can’t love make our hearts beat?..

Sun is shining so brightly upon your skin
and the wind is kissing your lips
but despite you remain so cool

And I’m not the wind, I’m not the sun
All I am, all I’m filled with is love
I’m gone to be back for you soon

Love makes hearts beat
and we both are anxious to feel it
If we are that wild children indeed
why can’t love make our hearts beat?..

I’m not the wind, I’m not the sun
All I am, all I’m filled with is love
I’m gone to be back for you soon

Love makes hearts beat
and we both are anxious to feel it
If we are that wild children indeed
why can’t love make our hearts beat?..

In the circle of thrills
we are buried between
all our dreams, all our faith
all our fatal mistakes

Why do I have to live
with such a sorrow?
The autumn trees
ascend to heaven
like those birds.
And I feel like a stranger, too
But where is it, my heaven?

Under the bunch of stars
that fell from welkin’s basket
old shadows come alive
and people melt in vastness
we call earth.
That emptiness lives in my soul.
I’m endless stranger, with no home.

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1."Vampire Heart"

You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song
You're so alone
All faith is lost for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame
Just be brave

Let me bleed you this song of my heart before
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns on every rose
You've been sent I hope
You'll grow cold
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love
Just like before

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me like you held on to life
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
My vampire heart

Love me like you love the sun
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

2."Wings Of A Butterfly"

Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]

For your soul


3."Under The Rose"

I dream of the winter in my heart turning to spring
While the ice gives way under my feet
And so I drown with the sun

I've been been burning in water and drowning in flame
To prove you wrong and scare you away
I admit my defeat and want back home
In your heart under the rose

I open my eyes with a sigh of relief
As the warmth of summer's sunlight dances around me
And I see you with dead leaves in your hands

I've been been burning in water and drowning in flame
To prove you wrong and scare you away
I admit my defeat and want back home
In your heart under the rose

4."Killing Loneliness"

Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the night, forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are sent to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms you saved me

5."Dark Light"

Shivers run through the spine
Of hope as she cries
the poison tears of a life denied
In the raven black night
Holding hands with

Dark light
Come shine in her lost heart tonight
And blind
All fears that haunt her
With your smile
Dark Light

In oblivion's garden
Her body's on fire
Writhing towards the angel defiled
To learn how to die
In peace with her God

Dark light
Come shine in her lost heart tonight
And blind
All fears that haunt her with
Your smile
Dark Light


6."Behind The Crimson Door"

Covered the carcass of time with flowers
To send the scent of blame to the grave
Set the darkest thoughts on fire
And watched the ashes climb to Heaven's gates

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
While the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me"
"Your love will be the death of me"

Death served wine for lovers
Brought from the world where devils reign
And intoxicated angels with sorrow
They witnessed in the eyes of their slaves

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
While the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me"
"Your love will be the death of me"

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
while the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me"
"Your love will be the death of me"

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
while the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me"
"Your love will be the death of me"

We hide behind the crimson door
We hide behind the crimson door
We hide behind the crimson door
We hide behind the crimson door

7."Face Of God"

I'm drained but aching for more
And the devil inside is reading
The words of the saddest poem
To be engraved on the stone of my grave

I'd kill to share your pain
And carry the shame
And sell my soul for you just to say

I dream what you're dreaming
And feel what you're feeling
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of god

Nothing will be enough
For the ones Who keep on stumbling
In the garden of withering trust
Without the courage to leave

Oh I'd take my life for your kiss
Grant me my wish
And lose it all to take you across the abyss

I dream what you're dreaming
And feel what you're feeling
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of god

You dream what I'm Dreaming
And See what I'm seeing
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the Face of God

Labrynth in a shape of a heart
Love's secret architecture
I find myself to be lost in the
Arms of your feet

I'd kill to share you pain
(And carry the shame)
And sell my soul for you just to say
Love's name in vein
Again and again

I dream what you're dreaming
And feel what you're feeling
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of god

You dream what I'm Dreaming
And See what I'm seeing
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of god
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of God

8."Drunk On Shadows"

Hiding underneath
The veil of broken dreams
We find her weeping

On her once white wings
She will be carrying the weight of our deeds
And she bleeds for love
Forever gone

Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in life

Finding souls to feed
The nightside of eden
We see the struggling
For her love's
Last breath and walk off

Drunk on shadows and lost in life
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in life

She's blinded by the fear
Of life and death and everything in between
We smile when she cries a river of tears
A mirror where we see nothing but a reflection of heaven too far away

Drunk on shadows and lost in life
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in life
So alive

9."Play Dead"

A moth into a butterfly
And a lie
Into the sweetest truth
I'm so afraid of life

I try
To call your name but I'm
Silenced by the fear of dying in your heart once again

I see the seasons changing
And in the heart of this autumn I fall
With the leaves from the trees

I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away

I cry
Like God cries the rain
And I'm just one step away from the end of today

I see the reasons changing
And in the warmth of the past I crawl
Scorched by the shame

I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away

I stay dead
Until you veil my scars and say goodbye to fate
Before it's too late

10."In The Nightside Of Eden"

Divided we stand in the light of a frozen sun
Cursing the gods we have become

We steal the fire from a sacred heart
And bleed the wine unholy
We fall in love with the serpent's song
And fear nothing

In the nightside of Eden
We're born again dead
Forever we are
Forever we've been
Forever we'll be crucified to a dream
In the nightside of Eden

Deranged, we're tearing away the petals of desire
Learning the mathematics of evil by heart

We deceive ourselves to start a war
Within the realm of senses
And descend to the circle number four
Where we are nothing

In the nightside of Eden
We're born again dead
Forever we are
Forever we've been
Forever we'll be crucified to a dream
In the nightside of Eden

So soft
the brief touch of your lips
on my cheek.

Was I almost intruding?

"Look after yourself "
should have been
"I love you!"

Then the Jumbo flew over
my head
and I shouted my love
above the roar
and thundering thrust

. . . as if you'd hear.

Through the clouds in my eyes
I watched you fly away
and wished I'd been born with wings

I stand in front of the mirror
And wipe the fog away
My vision is still hazy
From ridding myself this way

My hair is all in tangles
My eyes are filled with tears
I wipe the warm tears away
As if trying to rid myself of my fears

I'm ashamed of what I have done
But it hurts me even more
I can't make myself stop doing it
Even though I know what's in store

It has taken over my mind
It is eating away

Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,
You entered, bringing light and life to me,
The vivid colors, painted with a swirl
Of wit and charm, of personality,
With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,
And images that line the now bright walls.
I look upon them fondly, bringing forth
A thankfulness that you walk in these halls
With me; our friendship has become a part
Of my world now

Walk with me, the path of life,
to explore every bend of the road
Enjoy with me the beauty of life,
along its wonderful way

Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find strength with me, in each other's strength,
when despair lies in wait

Laugh with me, a single true laugh,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear,
to understand true happine

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LONELY GIRL

She wakes up, lonely girl
Once been so unreachable
Just a little bit annoyed
Her pillow stained with tears

She says she’s been betrayed
Cut out her bright green eyes
She feels like she is dead
Her glass love’s split apart

Oh her boy’s so far
He’s drinking other girlies’ juice
Singing them blues

Oh maybe it’s so unjust
But… don’t you think
Much more interesting?

She left her clothes at the door
She left her dear bed
She’d been waiting for him to call
Her mobile never rang

She closed her eyes, she said her prayers
She let her hair loose
She wished her gentle love was rape
Alas he loved his blues

Oh her boy’s so far
He’s drinking other girlies’ juice
Singing them blues

Oh maybe it’s so unjust
But… don’t you think
Much more interesting?

“If only I could cling the tapes deep into my heart”
“Sorry however my songs have already been sung”

“If only I could nail the image on my bleeding guts”
“For long memories… take my cigarette pack”

 

Kamil Kascha.

Ну что я могу сказать? Fuckin' amazing!

 

и т.д.

I am scared to meet you again,
but I seek you on moonlit streets.
I stare at the sky like I’m eight
and on clouds see your name writ.

Among the animated corpses
that walk here, there and back
in their never-ending torpor,
I feel like I’m only a fake.

They call my name and welcome me,
but I don’t remember we met.
The funeral day is now here;
it could be me who is dead.

The clouds are full with rain,
and it comes down on the house of god.
I know that you’re near…
But no, not here. Above.

***
I'm searching for you - where are you my dear?
Is it your warmth I felt in the wind's morning breath?
And if this riven thunder was your cry of fear,
Was it me you were calling in the face of death?

I'm waiting for you - where are you my dear?
I loved you so badly you tore me apart!
But did you see my bitter tears,
when with starlit madness you have crowned my heart?


I cannot find you - where are you my dear?
You whipped me with sin and shattered my skies!
But my entity's rememberance will find you here,
and rusted cry will burn in your stoppered ears
Howling lullabies

DO IT JUST FOR LOVE

Not too fast
I unleash my
unforgiven lust
It could be easy
cause I do it just for love

On white squalls
On lifeless wings
I’ll break through to you
C’est ma vie

So it could be easy
cause I do it just for love

It won’t touch our souls
you stay free
only physical
when you
fall in love with me

It could be easy
cause you do it just for love

Our midnight calls
Our daylight dreams
hold us close
vis-a-vis

It could be easy
cause we do it just for love

My friend
and together we
fall apart again
so luckily

With my songs
please remember me
It could be easy
cause you do it just for love

Not too fast
Should I help
my hopeless lust
It was not easy
cause we did it just for…

Она - Кирстен Данст (фото со съемок "Интервью с вампиром")

Oh you’ve been so nervous, so anxious
Just tell me what you’d like to do in the bedroom
Closing eyes is the kind of a ritual
I am drunk of this smoking around me

I’m so sick of those we call friends
Turn the lights off and then
we don’t know what to do in the dark
It’s a brand new part

When you’re tired of fighting just call me
I am near and you don’t have to pretend
Dear I can’t answer these questions
Won’t you lay and sleep in my hands

I’m so sick of those we call friends
Turn the lights off and then
we don’t know what to do in the dark
It’s a brand new part

WORLD’S TOO SMALL FOR US BOTH

Don’t you know –
how this world can be so stony
and baby how can we be so lonely –
together in this
world of dreamers?..
Don’t you know the answer?

Maybe this
world’s too small for us both
So don’t call me back
just let go

There’s no other way for you and me
Oh, can’t you see this
world’s too small for us both

Baby I’m lost
I just fail to understand one thing
Can it be we’re so lonely
though everybody seems to be
so happy
Could you give me answer?

Perhaps it will be alright
for us if we leave without each other
cause you know this –

world’s too small for us both
So don’t call me back
just let go

There’s no other way for you and me
Oh, can’t you see this
world’s too small for us both

World’s too small…

For us…

both…

а ведь ты говорил мне об этом...The Path

There is no turning back from this unending path of mine
Serpentine and black it stands before my eyes
To hell and black it will lead me once more
It’s all I have as I stumble in and out of grace
I walk trough the gardens of dying light
And cross all the rivers deep and dark as the night
searching for a reason why time would’ve passed us by

With every step I take the less I know myself
Every vow I break on my way towards your heart
Countless time I’ve prayed for forgiveness
But gods just laugh at my face
And this path remains
Leading me into solitude’s arms

I see through the darkness my way back home
The journey seems endless but I’ll carry on
The shadows will rising and they will fall
And our night drowns in dawn

Amidst all the tears there’s a smile
That all angels greet with an envious song
One look into stranger’s eyes and I know where I belong
and the path goes on…

"Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete