is already 28th of april! still working at the reception, nothing new happens... a bit tired, nervous, wanna leave far away...
but i should be very strong to have a good results of everything i'm doing. today i was a bit surprised when my friend said that he likes me as a woman, is impossible and he knows. he can't be content. always trying to have something what is impossible, just a dream. sometimes i think he is a bit strange or even crazy, only god knows...

now i feel something to Luca, so nice guy, italian, and young! :) when i see him i feel so happy! but a bit worried coz our company is closing in half year, and we r working in the same company, i'm afraid he will this coutry forever.. oh no, god, pls don't let him leave me, even if we r not talking, we r not friends anyway i just feel happy when he is here,

is in love with italy, italians, italian language, my Gosh! i'm kazakh but don't feel it! looking any ways of leaving my country to italy, reading a lot abt italy, how to immigrate there. hope one day i will succeed. and i know that dreams come true! if u really want it!