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Reality

, 24 2005 . 01:08 +
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Happily ever after,
That's how they want you to think it will be,
but it's not, not at all in reality.
The deaths, the tears, the fears, the falls,
Through it all we have to go.
The broken hearts,
the cheating friends,
So much pain that never ends.
The fake smiles that seem to make everything ok,
But not for you,
Because you know the pain won't go away.
Bright and cheery, but oh so weary,
Because inside your heart is breaking in two.


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, 16 2005 . 00:12 +
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Just because I fell in love with you...

, 07 2005 . 07:24 +
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Sing me a song, sing me a lullaby
Do me no wrong; hold in your arms
And don't say good bye...
Bittersweet end, with soft memories
Just like that summer day with gentle breeze
I live a dream, once I'm with you..

Just because; Just because,
You know it's just because,
I fell in love with you.
There's no way the world to tear as apart
Just because, just because
Just because your love touched my heart...

Sing me a song, whistle a tune
Remember the day, the first kiss
the walk under the moon?
Sweet -sorrow times will pass us by
Hold on to me, don't say goodbye
I live a dream, once I'm with you..

That's because; Just because,
You know it's that way 'cause,
I fell in love with you.
There's no way the world to tear as apart
Just because, just because
Just because your love touched my heart...




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~*&*~

, 07 2005 . 06:21 +
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I'm on the road alone again
I'll grab guitar to tag as friend.
I'll have the music show me paths I couldn't see
It not your fault I needed to flee..
And what' the big deal any way..
You know I couldn't take it
Couldn't make it, couldn't stay...
So when my soul just screamed inside
I knew I couldn't live if I hadn't tried..

Dont' try to find me
I'm now gone
I'm thousand miles away from home
I took this road to clear my soul
I'll be back once everything is in control

So here I am inside this room
I'll take my chance and won't assume
My heart is racing as the words are sung
My life, my song, had just begun..
I've packed my bags and took the path
To find a place where i could last..
So when my soul began to scream
It was my call to find a new dream

Dont' try to find me
I'm now gone
I'm thousand miles away from home
I took this road to clear my soul
I'll be back once everything is in control

I'm on the road alone again
With my guitar as a friend
I've took the words
Made up a song
To cheer me up
Once I was gone...
Dont' try to find me
I have withdrawn
I'm thousand miles away from home
I took this road to clear my soul
I'll be back once everything is in control


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From now one...

, 03 2005 . 06:40 +
I won't loose a battle
I won't give it away!
I won't let you rattle,
I won't let u mock me that way!

I'll fight what life gives me
I'll get to defeat!
I'll fight till the end and won't fall on my knee!

I'll face my fears,
I'll look death into face!
I'll fight wounds with tears
But I'll win this race


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I just want someone to hold me tonight

, 09 2005 . 08:24 +
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Each night I sit there staring out the window,
I try falling asleep as the minutes go by.
I keep on picturing then and now
The memories come and I start to cry.
It's not that I'm lonely, and the night isn't long
I keep realizing that I'm falling, I'm not as strong
I'll sit on my bed holding the teddy bear so tight,
I just need someone, someone to hold me tonight.
I want someone to tuck me and tell me it'll be ok
And when I wake up seeing him will bright up the day.
I just want someone to hold me tonight,
Someone with who I'd fall asleep without a fright.


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Happy New Year! from Moi =)

, 31 2004 . 22:36 +
Each year comes and then it goes
Its' just the way our life flows.
This year is now also almost gone
But with no regret it'll be forgone
The year's almost gone, where to?
Fresh dreams, clean slate,
2005 will bring for you!
The cheery days, and silent nights
Filled with love, without fights.
May happiness and joy
Enter your house at midnight.
Happy New 2005!
May this be the year of delight!!!




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, 31 2004 . 19:37 +
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, 29 2004 . 09:15 +
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When life looks rough
And I need a shoulder to lean on
I always come to you
And you help me move on
No matter what happens with me
You're always by my side
I can count on you
And I look at you with pride
I know I can call you on the phone
Day or night
I know you'll be there for me
When I feel blue
I know you'll be there for me
At the times when I'm trying to hide
And I know I can cry in front of you
When I'm sad and blue
I know I can count on you
When we share our secrets
I know they'll stay safe
And no matter what I'll tell you
I know you won't tell any one
And carry it with you to your grave
You are my friend
And you'll always be!




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.... Timing was whining.

, 24 2004 . 00:14 +
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Timing was whining.
Obligating the growth

The sun may stop shining
Over the Earth.
May be soon it'll be over.

My life seemed like there's nothing that's worth...
Coming through darkness, lost and now
Gone...to find someone, or
Even where I belong...
Every minute,

Fighting the fears,
Roaring through storms
Over the tears,
My question still stood, as to where I belong...

Living the day with
Every part of my soul.
Never realizing where should I go...
After the grieve, that was

Killing me slow.
After me thinking,
My soul has no where to go.
Everything's clear
Nothing to see.
Everything's fake
That's around me...
Some people backstab you,
Keeping the lead,
At the time when we're in need.

Taking it slow,
Helping me through
Always kept saying, "I'm there for you"
Never forgot me,
Keeping away from the pains, well this is me
Saying "Thanks!"


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Good Night

, 22 2004 . 08:37 +
The stars are shining,
The moon guards our sleep.
I'm quietly sleeping under my lining,
Dreaming and wishing so deep.

The sky is so dark ,
And so pretty too.
As I awake in my dream,
I rise my eyes onto the sky
The stars form a picture of you

I lay on my bed,
As a shooting star.
Comes across the sky
It leaves me in awe.

I reach out for moon.
And I grasp it into my hand,
Its so light and so bright
And with that though I fall asleep
Wishing all Good Night =)





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, 21 2004 . 08:09 +
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Somehow the feeling of loneliness won't le me go

, 14 2004 . 01:14 +
Somehow the feeling of loneliness won't le me go.
I have no power I just go on trying not to show
How much it bothers me,
And the emptiness of the soul,
I have to proceed without a fall.
The sun isn't shining
And the wind is so cold.
I gripp onto rhyming,
Trying to find some warmth from words to hold.
But the feeling won't leave me
It just grows and grows
Empty, sad, lost
That's how today flows.



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, 14 2004 . 07:12 +
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Blessed...

, 07 2004 . 22:06 +
Some times I get this feeling in me
That this is not how it should be.

I live my life by this gracious melody
I live writing my souls song,
Choosing and rhyming word
Which lead me to go on...

The melody's forming note by note,
I'm blissfully rowing down life's stream
On my raft of hope....

The light of life will never leave me,
It'll guide me till end .
It'll never deceive me.

I've been blessed in life
Without even realizing...
Just remove and forgive all the strife
And your life will too be admiring



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I look back at the past With tears in my

, 06 2004 . 06:15 +
I look back at the past
With tears in my eyes
I've made a mistake
And now i'm in descise

What would you have me do?
there were no alternatives to lean on
It's not easy to understand for you
But i had to make myself move on

it seems as if I was the one to leave
But you've left me no choice

I've asked you about us
But u've said Goodbye
So I left hiding the pain
Trying so hard not to cry

Now you question my actions
And tell me to do what i think's the best

Sometimes it makes me want to bring out that knife
And forever let my sould rest....

If the veins will get cut,
And the blood starts to flow...
Will it answer your question?
I don't know...


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, 04 2004 . 03:52 +



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~~~~~~~~~~~ Some words hurt you deeply,

, 04 2004 . 01:51 +
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Some words hurt you deeply,
leaving an unhealing wound behind.
Is that what I've done with him?
Do I once again fool myself lying...
Do the changes in me,
tend to hide further the truth.
No i don't think so,
After what we've been through
The memories last in my heart
The tears keep comming inside
But i can't show you all these emotions
So i have no choice but hide...
You once said that I've changed
After my return
But in truth I didn't
I just hid in side
hoping to not cause you
another horrible burn
if you only knew what was going on with me
You wouldn't think like that,
wouldn't walk away
You would see.....




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