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, 11 2007 . 00:40 +
It's always like that: when I need a hand
I promtly find that noone is around
Of course I will grab all my will and stand
It is not hard to get up from the ground

I am so used to be all by myself
Though sometimes I pretend I'm not alone
It's easier to get around like that
With smile carved on my face like on a stone

It's not a lie and not a living farse:
Why should I talk with those who do not care?
I dream that someone hears my silent scream;
But when I wake up, someone's never there

It's just a qualm, a sickness, a dark cloud:
Eventually it will go away
And when the sun comes out, I'll be around
To shine with it on stokes of a new day


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one of my turns..

, 04 2007 . 18:38 +
I'm just too afraid to grow up
To find out I'm not me anymore
To turn back and try to return
And to bounce into a barred door

I have grown too fond of myself
Of my freedom and being at ease
I'm afraid that once I grow up
I no longer can do as I please

I don't want to wake up and be told
That I can't run away once again
That I have some responsibilities
Which I must have fought so long to gain

My life looks like a sequence of fires
My way goes from one anneal to next
I've got nothing to hide left in shadows
Everything I can proudly profess


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find me in the rain

, 30 2007 . 03:57 +
Find me in the rain
But don't let me know you're there
Hold my shakin' hand
But don't let me show that I care
Let me go away
When I need some time to reconsider
Don't you ever say
Anything that'll make me linger


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just another qualm

, 21 2007 . 03:12 +
Who do you know in me?
What are you looking for
in me?
What do you feel for me?
Is there still time to dream?

I've given you the key
But you're using it on the wrong doors
It is almost too easy to thrill
So what are you waiting for?

When I'm up and awake at night
Will you come to relieve my head?
Will you notice the accent of fright
When you take me gently to bed?

I have always been strong and not caring
When nobody cared for me
I'm so tired, exhausted, weary
Will you know just which me to believe?

What is it you know about me?
I'm not really sure it's there
You and me and the changes make three
Is it fine, do you think, is it fare?

And it might've never been, or it might be gone
Does it matter? And how, if it does?
There'll never be a way that's only one
But that's how the story goes..


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, 01 2007 . 01:01 +
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digital

, 11 2007 . 01:16 +
Automatical world update:
Download and install without asking the user
Maybe on some unnoticed date
Without knowing the reasons you become a clean loser
Is your life open source
Or is the code hidden with some kind of encryption?
Don't you think that it's course
Goes down the road of a deadly addiction?
Next-next-next-install-done
Or is it configure, cross fingers and compile?
Come on, dare, cross a line
Do you really know what's in your fate's file?


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, 23 2007 . 00:03 +
After so many years of loneliness
It's so natural to be alone
Cozy nesting atop my onlyness
Like on some kinda sensible throne
Once again, no direction, no clear sign:
Isn't it what I always fought for?
But somehow I still wish for a guardian,
As if doubting my force and my lore
Now the day is my time to explore the world
And the night will be my chance to cure
I'll find out what is out there in the cold
And try not to let down and be lured


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sensual

, 23 2007 . 14:57 +
there has always been
rock'n'roll in my life
all too much or too little:
can you make it enough?

the more passion there is
between our hot limbs
the more tender we kiss
the more grow our wings

even when you go up
I want to have control
even when I'm on top
you will have a key role

i've become too unused
to such torturous love
i am open for you
take me heavens above


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hey, girl... remember?

, 10 2007 . 22:40 +
It is on days like this I regret I don't smoke
I want to get high, on weed or on coke
It's an easy way out, a surreal disguise
That'll get me away from the world of your eyes

I won't say "Hey, remember?" - I know that you don't
And I know that you really don't know what you want
And I know that I'll never be perfect for you
But I really don't know what I should say or do..


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, 10 2007 . 22:38 +
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, 18 2007 . 01:31 +
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Another whirlpool of emotions
A chain reaction in my brain
It's all the same, the known, the usual
A torture - all over again
I wonder, will it ever leave me
Or is this burden here to stay?
And will I ever be as happy
As I've been any of those days?
The song is pounding in my speakers:
"It's only rock'n'roll, give in"
But I can't get rid of the feelings
That torment me from deep within
Don't need to put a tag or name them
I know what this is all too well
My positive vibrations wuther
To cover this, my private hell
Each time I think that it's all over
I've come at peace with all that's left
It wakes me up, and even stronger
It hurts with every breath I take


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Empty box

, 28 2007 . 11:55 +
I'm just an empty box
What do you want to fill me with?
'cause I'm just an empty box
There's room for anything to make you pleased
Right now I'm an empty box
Put your love and pain into me
And after I put on the locks
There'll be nothing left to see

I'm just an empty box
Please give me all that you don't need
'cause if I'm not filled by noon
I'll start to deform and bleed
I'm just a box for your needs
Fill me up, tie me up, put me away
And when you'll need an empty box
You can take me back into the light of the day


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