Age: almost 19
Height: 5'3 1/2
Dress Size: varies
Highest Weight: 155
Lowest Weight (at height): 120 (two years ago)
Goal Weight: anything below my lowest weight.
Favorite Diet Food: fruits =)
Favorite Binge Food: french fries.
Favorite Exercise: walking. or sex.
Favorite Thinspo: real before-afters.
Where Do You Slip Up: when parents offer food.
When Did It Start? when I got married it progressed.stupid fuck husband.
Does Anyone Know: not really.
Do You Want Help: I don't want people up my bussiness.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day: either 300 or over 1200 =(
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror: nice legs,huge gigantic boobs , fat stomach ,nice face.so-so hair.
Are You In A Relationship: yes ,I'm married.
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends: chubby.but most of my friends are the same.
Are You Depressed: sometimes.rarely.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide: no
Ever Been To A Psychologist: school one.
I AM -
 ednos -- i try restricting and have the mental distortion but idk
 bulimic --- not as bad as i use to be though
 living off diet pills
[x] drinking something
 Under 100lbs
[x] starving yourself
 participating in a fast
 ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic --haha i remember in 12th grade my mom asked
and once when i was drunk i showed this girl how to puke.. next day friends asked
 call me fat
 say I’m skinny
 say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
 say I eat too much
 wish I’d eat more
 don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic
I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
 I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
 I was pretty
 I could stop being ana/mia then maybe i would be a little more normal
I LOVE -
 feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
 being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
 I think I'm ugly sometimes.
 I have many scars.
 I tan easily.
[x]I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/had braces.
 I wear glasses.
 I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (on my shoulder)
 I've sworn at my parents.
 I've run away from home.
 I've been kicked out of the house.
 My biological parents are together.
 I have a sibling less than one year old.
 I want to have kids someday.
 I've had children.
 I've lost a child.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
 I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
 I've had my trousers rip in public.
 I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
 I'm engaged. (I will be if he asks again...)
[x] I'm married.
 I've gone on a blind date.
 I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
 I miss someone right now.
 I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship.
 I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
 I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
 I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
 I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
 I regularly drink.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
 I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
 I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
 I shut others out when I'm upset.
 I take anti-depressants.
 I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
 I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I've lost weight
[x] I've gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me.
 I'm at my thinnest
 I'm at my biggest
 I've lost weight and kept it off
[x] I've lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I'm hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I've skipped a meal
[x] I've thrown food away
 I've spit food out
[x] I've fasted
[x] I've taken diet pills
[x]I've used laxatives
[x] I've purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
 I work out daily
[x] I exercise to counteract eating
 I've fainted from exhaustion
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I have a diet blog
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I'm doing this for me
[x] I'm doing this for someone
[x] I'm doing this to prove myself