..::HERE I AM::..
At the small table near the window
Here I am...
In our love's illusion kingdom
Here I am...
In our memories together
Here I am...
Inside your mind once and forever
Here I am...
In the cafe in city center
Here I am...
Between the words of one loveletter
Here I am...
In your reflection in the water
Here I am...
But where are you? I'm tired of haunting.
Where are you?..
01.01.2008!
..::STARE::..
I stare into the heaven
And crash my feelings down
But will I close my eyes and
Listen to the sound
Of my heart which isn't mended
But melted, washed away?
Don't leave me all abandoned
And now just let me stay.
I close my eyes and see you
Your face is haunting me
I'll make you stop receiving
The silence of my dreams.
Between the joy and sorrow
Within the emptiness
I have some light to follow
To hold on more or less.
I stare into the heaven
And turn all my strength down
I close the door so heavy
I'm flying to you now...
31.12.2007.
..::COLD EMBRACE::..
It's the first time I'm close to your face,
I'm so lost here in your cold embrace.
Now I'm looking in your amber eyes
Maybe there are some dark feelings hides.
Want to scream that I love you again
But I'm silently stare through the rain,
I can whisper no sentence, no word,
But remember all the words you've told.
Holding you now in my cold embrace
I am giving you my emptiness.
I'm still nothing for you with my kiss
And you'll forget that warmth of my lips.
There's no love... There is no tenderness,
I'm afraid to be in your cold embrace.
07.12.2007.